Still Here... Sorta.

Just wanted to tell y'all I'm still here! I tried to blog yesterday... but Blogger was down... now tonight I'm having a lot of pain as the situation we've had lately is (hopefully) having a final resolution and I just can't cope with blogging right now. I'm scared right now that something is happening in my body that will mean that we won't be able to get pregnant again. I guess there are some (somewhat rare) sequelae from the D&C that happen with inflammation that make it hard to get pregnant later. This whole thing has been SO much harder than I would ever have imagined it would be when we found out about it. I'm really struggling tonight. Prayers for sanity appreciated.